This is a message for you from your higher self (you know, the glorious person you are when you leave this life). Don't be alarmed, but I've been watching you up close lately. This morning you went running (way to go, by the way!). The morning sun beat down on your shoulders while your feet hit the pavement in perfect rhythm. Your heart pumped oxygen and emotion through your body and I could read the stream of thoughts running through your conscience.
First of all, I know you're worried that it's Tree Street Tuesday and you haven't interviewed anyone for today. You worry about the silliest things sometimes! Don't waste your time setting unrealistic expectations for yourself. I really admire that you want to have a special connection with your neighbors and those around you. You feel deeply for people and it is your gift to know of their infinite, individual worth. Now work on knowing that you also have infinite worth.
You've been thinking about your friend, Paul Cardall. I know how tears streamed down your face as you sat in the dark at the benefit concert for him last night. When you worked with him on Feather in the Wind your pride made it hard for you to get along with Paul. You just don't quit until you get what you want. That's a wonderful thing except for when it's not. I think you've learned now to compromise with people a little bit better. Don't wait until someone is deathly ill to say you're sorry ever again. And please forgive yourself too.
You have a lot of goals and dreams on your mind right now. You will achieve those. God wants all of those blessings for you. Be patient and stop comparing your gifts to the gifts of your friends. Yours are unique to you. No one, no one else at all, has what you have to give. Emphasis on the to give. After all, gifts are for giving. (And you get what you give. It's a beautiful thing). Now go develop those gifts and pine no more. You are a strong, confident and wonderful person.
Captain of Your Destiny,